Assalaamualaikum peopleee
Homaii it's been 2 months++ since i've updated the blog
sorry people, my badd :''((
takpe2, today i already decided to tell you guys about my current life
(cewah mcm tah pape je ayat bajet retiss =P)
first of all, aku dah start duduk kt rumah sewa (sorry cannot tell the place)
secondly, aku tgh further study jugak buat masa ni
thirdly, aku dah berhenti kje or praktikal
fourthly, skrg dah start berjinak2 dgn modelling
(actually diorg dah start panggil2 since aku pergi audition kt astro dgn tv9 haritu..huhu)
and fifthly, aku jadi sgt busy and pening bila semua ni berlaku serentak kt aku *nangis* :'(
so basically, i'm living in a new environment right now
and masih lagi dlm proses 'adapting' the environment
NEW place, NEW people, NEW job
Bezanya dulu kalau aku dpt new environment,
aku tetap akan ada someone kt sebelah yg boleh jaga or tengokkan2 aku
but now, I'M ALONE
atau dlm erti kata lain, it's just me, myself
to tell you the truth,
aku tak tau apa yg aku tengah buat ni betul atau tidak
aku tak tau decision ni betul atau tidak
and i don't know how i'm gonna go through all these
but,
satu je yg aku tau,
aku tau yg Allah maha mengetahui
aku tau that He'll never put us in a situation that we cannot handle
and I PUT MY TRUST IN HIM
as HE knows what we don't know
"But perhaps you hate a thing and it is good for you; and perhaps you love a thing and it is bad for you. And Allah Knows, while you know not" (al-baqarah, 2:216)
I need my bestfriend so badly =(
or anyone who can give me good advices
or someone who's full of motivation or inspirational words
to tell me that everything's gonna be okay
to inspire and motivate me that i can do it
and to support me all the time
so that i don't have to be sad,
and cry anymore
(ceh, baik kawen je kan..dapat terus semua pakej tu..hahaha XD)
so itulah serba sedikit about my current life
don't worry people,
semua events for the past 2 months ni akan aku cerita balik
if and only if aku berkesempatan utk menaip
inshaaAllahhh =D
